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Author: Phase_of_Echoes
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I am Vasher.
I am all to familiar with pain of heartbreak.Love is sometimes the most difficult part of being alive. It makes you do things that you would not normally consider doing. As difficult as it is we find ourselves searching for someone to share this feeling with. Sometime those feelings are not always received and returned; causing heartache and humility. Lessons of love all to often end in pain leaving the desire to love again supressed. Like I said love is sometimes difficult.
Her name is Rainah. We met while attending an emergency meeting at City Hall. The City Rep had received conformation of an organized attack on Sirens Call. The City Board was taking volunteers to stop this attack and capture the ring leader. We both happen to volunteer for this mission. Two teams were formed, one team was to meet the attack head on in battle and slow their progress. The second team was to seek out the Master Mind behind the attack. Rainah and I were selected for the first team. Many of us in the first team were killed in that battle, others were serverly injured. I was one of the lucky ones. Rainah escaped the war unharmed and was helping the Empathy Team. She helped me recover and got me back on my feet. Over that period of time I came to know her well. We became close and the best of friends.
I started having feelings of affection for her. I became paranoid about what she thought of me, how I looked, and when the next time I would get to see her. I thought we were becoming something of a couple. Then all at once I saw less of her. She started making other plans and seeing someone else. I was confused and angered by her betrayal. Over whelmed with hatered I followed her one night as she was to meet this new love of hers, Phase of Echoes. I hid in the shadows and watch as he made her laugh and smile the way I did.
As they walk threw the park, I stayed within listening range of everything that was said. The sweet talk of romance made my stomach turn. It started to rain and I could no longer watch him be with her. She was mine! I lost control and I attacked him. I stuck my claws deep into his side from behind. He turned and hit me with a powerful punch, knocking me into a statue. We traded punches while the lightning flashed and the rain poured down on us. It was brutal, I had never fought anyone on this level before.
He got the best of me. He made a crushing shot that crumpled me onto the ground. Rainah came running in stopping him from finishing what was left of me. She dropped to her knees beside me as I layed beaten into submission. " Why did you come here?" she asked. "What were you doing?" she followed. As I lay soaked with mud and blood, both his and mine, I looked up at her and told her. " I love you Rainah.". " I have for a long time now." I went on saying " Don't tell me you don't share these feelings." " How could you not after all we have been threw together?" Her eyes filled with tears as she knew the next words she said would hurt far more than the physical beating I had just taken. She spoke. " I'm sorry. I don't love you like that." " You have always been there for me when I need a friend, but that was all." " I never ment for you to think that I was leading you on in any way." I grew deaf to her consoling words of kindness. The shattering of my heart was louder than anything she could have said. I begged her as I pulled up looking into her eyes."Don't do this! Please! Don't leave me!". She stood and turned away. "I'm sorry." she said sadly. " It was not suppose to be this way." My heart grew cold and dark as she walked away from me. She said I had hurt her by doing this. She left me and I collapsed onto the ground again. I was nolonger concerned with the well being of the innocent. I have a new mission in life. I will share my pain with her.
It was love, or it was suppose to be. It was for me anyways. I loved her. She found something in me no one else took the time to see. Her kindness and loving personallity consumed my every thought. I found myself at her mercy, her every whim. I threw my obediance to her. I received nothing in return. I was over looked, over shadowed by another. My heart beat for her and I was turned away. I was left with the siring heartache of rejection. Why would someone do this to someone else? What was it that he could offer that I could not? It hurts. The one I loved the most has hurt me the way no one else ever could. Now she will hurt too. I will tear out her heart just as she did mine. The only diffrence will be, I will show her hers before she dies......
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